haaaa. im counting day to day to that debate's tournament. really freaking me out. its not that i dun wanna join this..its just,u know. butterflies in my stomach,they wont go out. sometimes there's a side of me saying that.."hey ain,u know u could do this.u must take their challenge. u have to go through this or else u wont ever be like them.they all were jr like you before .n they made it. why couldnt you??" but then sometimes, " ain,r u sure u wanna go for this?r u really sure?what abt if you lose?what would ppl think if u say sumtin wrong?what if the opponents are really tough?" haisssshh.
diam laa. do i care abt what others would say? and hello. you guys are humans too.not a ghost or wateva to be scared of.if u think u r good enough then,be one. dun just criticise other ppl.well,we learn through experience n i bet u was once a bad debater too.HAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!
im sad... i need supports.
emmmm...........
2 comments:
there's actually a lot to be gained rather than lost in this case.
even if you fumble during the debate - the experience of doing it and having known yourself that you once did the unthinkable would only serve to make you stronger and wiser.
i messed up a lot of stuff during my younger days - and at times i do wish that i could go back and do it all over again - but never have i regretted putting myself in those positions in the first place. those experiences and mistakes are the very definition of me and i'm glad that went in there done it.
all in all - a positive learning experience. or you could look at it this way - these experiences would make a great story to tell you grandchildren. :)
thanks duhh.
you are a nice cousin,you know.
anyways,i have made up my mind.
and i am not going.
due to some reasons that i have been thinking over and over again.and yea,no regrets.but i wont give up easily.i will not let my younger days flats and plain.and of course,all the great experiences i will go through, i face it with passion and confidence.so that my grandchildren will be proud of her granny.and says sumtin like this "Way to go, nenek !" haha :D
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