i have been thinking that i had went through a lot these days. and i believe that everyone experience the same. i got sick for many times in this second semester. i gain so much knowledge about new things. i met new people and we ended up being friends now . i kept changing my perception on a particular things that i thought i would not go against my stance . i have learned lessons upon some good things and of course some bad things that i did . i enjoyed myself doing things i never do . i am happy . i did mistakes . still , i tried and tried to be positive . i am not that good to say i am good. yet , i am not that bad to say i am bad . we live to learn and we learn to live . phrases that i always bear in mind , i live with it . i cannot write the whole thing because there are so many and too much of incidence that happened . if i have been given a power, i wanted to have a flashback of all the memories so that i will never forget each of every thing that occupied my life . but memories are meant to be memories . so , chill out . there is still FUTURE to be taken care of . before the last breath in this world , dreams will turn out reality one fine day . i will make it sure .