why?why?

haaaa. im counting day to day to that debate's tournament. really freaking me out. its not that i dun wanna join this..its just,u know. butterflies in my stomach,they wont go out. sometimes there's a side of me saying that.."hey ain,u know u could do this.u must take their challenge. u have to go through this or else u wont ever be like them.they all were jr like you before .n they made it. why couldnt you??" but then sometimes, " ain,r u sure u wanna go for this?r u really sure?what abt if you lose?what would ppl think if u say sumtin wrong?what if the opponents are really tough?" haisssshh.


diam laa. do i care abt what others would say? and hello. you guys are humans too.not a ghost or wateva to be scared of.if u think u r good enough then,be one. dun just criticise other ppl.well,we learn through experience n i bet u was once a bad debater too.HAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!



im sad... i need supports.
emmmm...........

debate?

it was an unexpected things that ever happened in my life. i NEVER NEVER NEVER ever thinking about joining this debating things. oke. i had la. but it was just my imaginary n i am sure, i mean absolutely sure that i wont be able to do it if i had given a chance at all. But somehow i managed to overcome those steupid feelings n i guess all of my friends here were very supportive towards me. i love u guys. to be frank, i am still cannot believe that i really joined this so called`kelab dak2 skema' time dulu2 la.hehe. it was extremely challenging for me which is, when i went for the meeting they suddenly announced that the competition will be start tomorrow. i mean , TOMORROW!!! HELLO??? gila apa? tapi berkat usaha dan kesabaran dan sokongan dari rakan2. HAHA.i've made it. thank god .cheers 4, ben.jaja.aten.mira.tika.mera.muny.zeck n etc,hehe. esp to my beloved ayah! he did help a lot kot. heh. n now they(seniors) asking me to join the debate club. im still thinking. tengokla cane.. huhu.

i couldnt shut my eyes. and i do not know why. it is already saturday.tomorrow will be my last day in kl. and i will not coming back here for quite some time i guess. i will miss u for sure ibu.i will definitely miss u too ayah. pls take good care of yourselves,both of u. kakak,ain,amir,baby will not be around.so please and please again look after each other,will u?



kak,u've been cold to me recently. why?? if i did anything wrong to u. pls.. forgive me.





i love you.yes i do.i love you.yes i do.i love you.yes i do.i love you.yes i do.I LOVE YOU GUYS !