stop suffocates me , my dear flu . it is sooo hard to breathe . i feel like dying here . haishh . mcm mane lah bole jd dmam neh .. 10 december , the results will come out . yea and thats mean tomorrow ! i did my very best last examination . and i hope that my effort pays off and it will turns out well like what i expected . i need to beat some people . aiyoo . when can i meet you lahh?? miss you so bad , awak . em da lahh . off i go . tataaaa .

decision

decision was made and it is absolutely what it is.no headache anymoooooore.
sorry.




apis,thanks for that comment the other day. :)

why?why?

haaaa. im counting day to day to that debate's tournament. really freaking me out. its not that i dun wanna join this..its just,u know. butterflies in my stomach,they wont go out. sometimes there's a side of me saying that.."hey ain,u know u could do this.u must take their challenge. u have to go through this or else u wont ever be like them.they all were jr like you before .n they made it. why couldnt you??" but then sometimes, " ain,r u sure u wanna go for this?r u really sure?what abt if you lose?what would ppl think if u say sumtin wrong?what if the opponents are really tough?" haisssshh.


diam laa. do i care abt what others would say? and hello. you guys are humans too.not a ghost or wateva to be scared of.if u think u r good enough then,be one. dun just criticise other ppl.well,we learn through experience n i bet u was once a bad debater too.HAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!



im sad... i need supports.
emmmm...........